Pray For Patih

Fathihunnajah Bunyana, that's his full name , ckckck patih patih i really cant understand whats on your mind

Long time i dont see Abang (my brother) i just see him when he sleep on morning when i prepare everythings to school. but in the night, i dont see him. hmmm may be since 1 week ago, or may be more than it.

To night my father very very very angry to my brother . my father fed up with all my brother's bahavior . he never go to school. he said that he was sick to his teacher. it's funny for me, because my brother, MY BROTHER! alwayas do what i really really hate.

his teacher called my father this morning, she warns that my brother has agreement that he will never BOLOS again, if he still BOLOS , he will droped out from school.

i know my father very sad, but he cover it with angry. i wanna cry when i heard my father said: "when i was a teen i studied also! but i never Bolos my school is so far from my house from Banjar Negri to Gading Rejo. but my father never accompany me to school! i went by bicycle every day! but i never Bolos . but you! i allways take you to school. how can you dont respect what i've gave to you!"

i know that my father worry to Abang, although he said he doesnt care anymore what will happen to abang, but i know he thinks so hard for Abang's future, my father take breathe in may times it shows that he worry about abang.

in hard voice my father said "may be this is curse. you know what? every body whou escape from Gontor 1 is never good in career! may be so does him!"
my mother really angry to hear thet, she said "no! you see Mr.blabla ? he also escape from gontor but now he can be a chief at kakanwil!!!"


i dont understand with abang's mind. he knows that school is important, but he doesnt care about school, he plays online game all day, and all night!

my father told me when he was angry that he REALLY REALLY LOVE HIS OLDEST SON, THE ONLY ONE SON! but he doesnt say it clearly i just make conclusion from what my father said

he allways ask abang to acompany him to gunung(our garden at pesawaran), but abang never want to join . one time he want, but just 1 hour abang ask to go home. that's why my father never ask abang to acompany him to gunung anymore :(

i hope allah always bless him, i hope abang will be a succses man then, aminnnn :)
#prayForAbang